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After days of premonition, the vision is now clear. I’m typing this as the clock alarming me at 8:00am. What if I tell you what happened next is going to be a setup. Orchestrated by people who are supposed to protect us?! How dark is this world and I guess we will find out soon... Nonetheless, what I can do is just sit and wait and let everything unfold.  PS: I wasn’t in this at all. 

Tick tock - time flies.  I can hear the footsteps getting closer.  A four legs animal I believe.... as each step echoes with the bell.  Love is magical and yet so deadly..

Do you believe in premonitions? Have you ever think of something going to happen and it did?!  My life has been surrounded by premonitions and honestly I don’t know why. I don’t get to see the whole picture usually but it gives me a glimpse of what’s going to happen. Weird right?! I have a strong feeling today once again, and I am feeling extremely uneasy. I won’t go into details on here but all I have to say it’s something that doesn’t have a good ending.  Hopefully one day I can look back and laugh about this one - but in the meantime, I just have to be prepared and hope that I have the ability to see this through.  To be cont’........

Recently I've heard many stories of relationship breaking down. It is because of COVID19 or did it only speed up the process of the inevitable? And on top of that, apparently friends can break your heart too. This song pretty sums it up pretty well... Perhaps we should never expect a happy ending with a love story that involves 3 people. What could make it worse than that? What if all 3 of them are suffering? How would the story end in this case? If I was going to write this story - it would be something like this, just like how the song was written: "Don't want to, but I can't put nobody else above you." "Fucked around and got attached to you, friends can break your heart too." "I don't mean no harm, I just miss you on my arm." "Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance." "....that it's good to have feelings..." "How is it you never notice that you are slowly killing me?...

Two videos today....and I'm sure six feet means different thing to different person.  For most of the people, it's a measure for social distancing, about 1.8m by US' standard. Is this distance long enough to breakdown? or simply breaking a lot of more things.  For me, it would be a measure of burying deep. So many things in my life have since died (metaphorically speaking)...and I couldn't help myself but wonder if something broken can be resurrected. Even if it could be done, would the result be any different? One thing is certain for me - it is long enough to break the already broken me...

Sharing a quick thought today....... A great song with deep meaning.  Life is a funny thing - with so many choices in one's life. Each decision we make could lead us to a different outcome.  If the imagined world was true, who would you be spending the last day on earth with? Who would be that lucky person who came to your mind in that split second? Or perhaps have you found that person yet? We weren't meant for each other and it's fine....If the world was ending, you would come over, right?! It's a paradox in its own and points out how we make decision without being true to our heart. Will your action be guided by pure logic or does compassion play a part to it?

Lately I've been hearing a lot of things because of pandemic.  And the following sentence kept repeating in my head and somehow I couldn't get rid of it...... " Things will get better and best days are ahead of me.. ." I guess one question remains - How far away am I, from the point in life where this sentence stops being true?  Surely at some point we will reach the peak of our lives and face a downward slope from that point? But please don't get me wrong - this is certainly not a negative perspective, pretty neutral in fact. For those lucky ones, the downward slope would be so short and is barely noticeable.  To address this question, I have created so many "What If" scenarios inside my head.  What If? A hunch?  - Fall of America, marking the end of an era of the greatest country.  - A collapse of China's financial market, then a drastic change of the political environment, which lead to the fall of China. Democracy in China - now that's anothe...

It is late and therefore I’ll do a short article instead.  Life can be full of temptations - and I think the word temptations can be really deep. For example, merely wanting a different way of living can be a form of temptations. Tricky?  We are faced with a gazillion of choices in our life times.  Sometimes decisions are made with uncertainty and often, our minds can also be clouded because of being overwhelmed. Perhaps next time when we are in such situation, we could try listening to our heart, visualise the dream and take a leap of faith. 

 No answer for this one just yet....but lots of questions for this video. - How about companionship? Do we long for this more than anything else? - How does companionship fit into this? - For a lot of relationships out there - how do you even know whether you have what it takes? - More importantly - COVID19 killed a lot of relationships - could this be the reason? If so, what actually happened? Any thoughts? Comment on this...

Time for another song which has some wisdom to it.  Given what's happening around us today, it's sad but not completely out of the blue. I've predicted civil unrest months ago and mentioned it here in my  older post . Have we been ignoring these warnings sign too long? This song was released in 2004, a full 16 years ago... I guess 12 months ago, no one would have thought what's happening today is possible. The irony here is a single catalyst is powerful enough to cause disruption quickly and change is inevitable.  The world has changed, not for better or for worse, but definitely more rapidly. What used to work, may not work today. What was acceptable before may not be today.  Back in the days, information is less instant. But technology has changed that. We are now living in an age of instant information. Things happening around the globe are all connected as one. Burying our heads in the sand no longer work in this day and age but more importantly, wha...

When all she needs, When all she wants, And all she finds, When all she is, and ever was... "When I trap myself inside"

Two songs for tonight....a bit of the elephant in the room topic but why not? Have you ever lost someone important in your life? For some of you who had experienced it, you'd realised that sort of things usually happen quite suddenly and not allowing much time to react. It's not like we have a instruction manual to guide what we should do next..... These songs actually are really deep and reflect those situations fairly accurately. I have been on both sides of the fence - all I can say is that neither side is easy. Sometimes all they need is just a little support. It's not like they haven't thought about other solutions and most of the times, they might have that thought for a really long time. Some said it is a selfish act and wonder why you end up getting that particular call/message. Well it's really simple - you are important. PS: The first video contains a fairly recent story and I am really thankful that this song have helped many through their darkest...

As I was playing some old songs, and this one came up... No one really knows the true meaning behind this song, it could be a relationship, family, friends or anything really. Whatever the meaning was, one thing is pretty clear - the pain itself. Especially for the line of " But nothing cures the hurt you, you bring on by yourself... " This resonates with me deeply. I have lost count of how many times I struggled with this. It is like a loop, continue replaying over and over again.  Similar to what the song suggested...I have one question - how do you cure this pain? If you don't believe you are deserved to be saved, then how do you even forgive yourself in the process?

I’ve just come across this news and it went viral.  So I’ve decided to post my view here and let others be the judge.  As everyone suffered from this COVID19 issue, certainly some got bigger impacts than others.  Racism is a powerful thing and certainly has no place in this country. However, COVID19 brings out the worst of the people and we are seeing more and more news about it.  This guy’s garage door got vandalised 3 times in the past week or so. Not once but 3 times. The message is pretty clear and I don’t think I need to spend more time explaining what that means. This guy got my sympathy and the vandalism should stop - period. He has done nothing wrong to deserve this.  Then we have a “Stefanie” girl who posted this online. She certainly got her 3 mins of fame as this post went viral. My view is that those letters and meaning are open to interpretation.  If there is any element of doubt, then we should give the people ...

Do you recall a time that people said something about you and whatever they said was very different to how you see yourself?  I’ve always found this topic to be fascinating. There are various studies show that our self perceived image is often different to how others perceive us.  But why is that? And perhaps more importantly, who is right?  Could there be an element of self doubt, or simply being too hard on ourselves?  How could someone knows me better than myself? But at the same time, could it be possible that other people might have a better perspective to see who we truly are?!  Over the years of my life, I endured some darkest moments and lost my path a few times. There was countless time that I doubted myself to the point that I thought I was worthless. But the universe always have a funny way to fix things up and delivered various kind souls to me - especially when I needed them the most. They are like my guiding post when I’m lost and point me b...

It is year 2020 and many many years since my last post. A lot of things have happened but we will cover those in another time. But what we will cover today is the top of the town topic (TOTTT) in this decade - COVID-19. It is a significant event in our generations and will probably have a significant impact for the generations to come.  Before I dip into my crazy thoughts, I would like to call out that I am not spreading fear here. Rightly or wrongly, it is merely my own interpretation of the new world, a prediction that may or may not come true. Instead of writing many hours of material here, I have opted for something easier to read. So this particular post will be written in bullet-point format. We haven't found a way to change back time, so we can only move forward. COVID-19 created such a disruption for many people, the impact is real. The loss of production, time, people and whatever it destroyed are sadly losses that are gone forever.   Some say this is j...