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From time to time, I personally like to feel the freedom from restlessness and the lingering taste of dangerous. As unhealthy as it may seem, it is the time that I feel alive and allow me to see a new prospective in my own life. It's like some people say..."One cannot realize the beauty of it until the day it is vanished". There are pros and cons for playing with fire but I just can't help to think that if I will ever burn myself badly because of it. I wonder when will the odds finally turn against me and risk losing something which is matter in my life. But after all, aren't we all waiting for our next fall and gain a little hindsight from it?

Have you ever found unexpected things pop up from nowhere from time to time? Then wish that you could have planned a contingency plan along the way. Most of the people will act on what is expected in the future. For example, making dinner plan with friends over next weekend knowing that there will be no work on the day... Or simply booking a holiday for Christmas six month ahead. While we are making those adventurous plans in the future, how often do we think ahead for what possibly could happen? Not only it could totally ruin the mood for those exciting planning but in deep down, we probably never wanted it to happen anyway and happily avoid it. But then we all know nothing in the world goes exactly as we planned, the question is how far should we prepare for the unexpected? Take the Christmas holiday as an example, do you simply plan for a different destination if the desired one is not available or perhaps prepare something more remote like family emergency resulting no time to go a...

Last month or so, BMW sent me an invitation in the mail for their exclusive breakfast at the Melbourne motor show. Unfortunately, I turned it down as I simply did not have the time for it. A month later, I got a call from the sales consultant in BMW Melbourne giving me an updated info on the new 2009 Z4. The new model has improved dramastically on most aspects compared to current one and caught my heart almost instantly. However, great machine often comes with a huge price tag, in that particular case, a hefty 120k + to get it on the road. A taming session is arranged by BMW in 2 weeks time and hopefully I will be able to tame that powerful beast with little effort & do it alone...Only until then, I will be able to determine such beast is suitable to be under my domestic care.....

There are too many things that people can hook onto, like work, sex, drugs, money, travel or even love... While some of those are considered necessities in life, but at what point those needs become our addictions? Can life simply be lived with addiction free? Is there a way to make us devote less time into the stuff that we like? I believe there is nothing wrong to be addicted to something...But addition can often cloud our judgement and lead us to forget other important things in our life. Maybe if we can slow down our life a little bit, take a little time to think. We will be able to remember some of the important things which we unitentionally left behind in the past.

As I'm not trying to be generalised in here, but given all the traffic accidents that I had in the past couple of years (Including the one for yesterday), they were all involved with young & immature, aggressive, rude and filthy rich asians. While I am no subtle driver on the road, I still give safety a higher up priority as much as possible. However, no matter how careful or conservative you are, other dumb drivers' actions are way beyond your control. A lot of accidents can actually be avoided with simply a little more courtesy on both drivers. (Eg, Giving way, forgiving for cutting off line, etc.) On the other hand, courtesy seems to be impossible to reach for those dumb ones on the road. Here are my analysis with my statement above: Young & immature: Being young has nothing to do with being immature, a person can be as young as 18 but already developed the understanding of being responsible etc. But for those who are young & immature, while they can be fun from...

Life is considered to be unique from person to person as everyone has different experiences or cultural differences etc. Moreover, individualism and distinctive identity have become the trend of mankind. Whether is a night club opening for only a list of exclusive people or simply a bottle of cheap, tasteless wine with a gold label trying to standout at the bottom of the rack. But life in general, as unique as it seems, is flawed in this contradicting world. No matter what our beliefs are, there will always be people wearing judgmental eyes scanning for odds every moment, everywhere in the world (Even those who promote individualism). Certainly, because of this, we can expect some of the people will force themselves to hide in the blind spot, be ordinary and fit into the world. So, is life truly unique or just boring generic? Can we see the world clearly without the world leading us? Are we capable to be different in this world that is full of restrictions?

Recently, I survived my own financial crisis while the world is still dealing with it. I found myself become a calmer person in general while other getting nastier because of their unfortunate personal circumstances. That leads me to think... "Are we behaving how we want ourselves to be or merely projecting an image from our current events?" Certainly, we can never predict what we will face next and hardly be able to avoid unfortunate happening. But when the unfortunate circumstance arrives our doorstep unexpectedly, how often can we still be able to act or behave the same way as before? For optimistic people, the dreadful events probably have lesser effect on them, as they carry a nature of being hopeful. On the other hand, pessimistic people are most likely to become infected with the disease of being unfortunate and project the image of changed behavior to others. I wonder if there is an antidote that can cure such infection or nothing can be done until the aftermath is o...

I believe everyone has at least one mask in their pocket and will use it to shield them from showing their true self . But more importantly, it's the question of how many masks they truly have. Have you ever met someone for so long and you thought that you've seen all his/her masks and nothing will surprise you anymore. And out of the blue, they pull out another newly created mask. In half of a millisecond, the person who stands before you becomes a stranger once again. In a modern world like this, how many masks do we need to protect ourselve or perhaps getting what we wanted. But at the end, aren't we just another group of foolish clowns who are on a leash of our circumstance? We all think that we are leading our game, ahead of one or another. In reality, are you dare to say you are not chasing endless circle in your own game.

Today, I'm going to post something less bitchy...Perhaps to add a little beauty in this already contaminated world. I remember when I was in high school, or even primary school. I've never had any trouble to get what I want to eat or how much I want to eat. I was lucky enough to have enough money most of the time in my wallet to support my never ending craving for food. However, this is not always the case for everyone. In fact, there are countless people out there who are much less fortunate than those like us. Therefore, I've signed up a continuous donation plan with Red Cross to support the Breakfast Club. Even tho the donation is under my name, I wish Steven can take the receipt and take the credit for me. It is because he has a much bigger heart than I am. Although what I can offer right now will only do so little good in a large scale project like this, but I believe one day I will be able to offer more. Check out this site to find out more about the project: http://w...

Handbags got stolen every week in the Peel but it is the first time that it happened to one of my friends. Yesterday, we went out to the Peel and try to have a good time. It all started very well surprisingly, until the evil bitch decided to snap up some bags on her way out of the dance floor. My friend did not notice until 5-10 mins later..... Then, of course... all the laugher and joyful mood was replaced by fear and anger. We proceeded a bitch hunt and tried to locate the bag. My friends checked the whole club without success. Then I suggested to check the girls room and BINGO... we found the bitch and her whorebag friend. The bitch was looking for her handbag/tampon in one of the cubicals...more importantly, the handbag was placed in the rubbish bin (How funny). So I started to kicking/banging the door and yelling %&*&$. Then her whorebag friend said to me they had nothing to do with it and other nonsense...Blah Blah Blah...and preceeded to leave. I quickly blocked their wa...

To the person who hit my car: Thank you for reshaping my car to your awesome designer style. I should have known the shape of my car is out of date and should pay someone to re-design it for me. I cannot stress how much I appreciate your thoughtfulness... that you have gone so much trouble in re-modelling my car and not telling me that you've done such a great job. Honestly, I would try my best to locate you. I cannot and will not ever forget what you did today. I must personally greet you, use my key to decorate your car with my custom fit signature. I'm sure you will be as greatful as I am right now. Good Luck!

It is always fun to go on the snow. Even the most hard working person needs a holiday! But what's new? This year 2008: STAR WAR THEME!!!! That's me holding the laser blade. I did some poking with it which I should have recorded...bummer! Plan for next year: I'm going to bring some snail danish to make...... PRINCES LEIA (Go figure how!)

Subway Incident: I've learnt a lesson today ----> There will always be dickheads around who add spice to your life (When you don't need any of it) + screw your otherwise somewhat beautiful day. This is how the story goes: Me and my friend Kevin went to Subway for lunch... eh.. Late lunch @ 4pm :-) We were just deciding what to order, being normal and stuff. Then someone yelled "Excuse Me!" and proceeded to pull the chair next to me. The thing I was mad about his awful attitude and not acknowledging the fact that there was no room next to the chair. Yet he pulled the chair towards me and almost hit me. (I'm a good dodger!) Oh.. To EMPHASISE on his attitude, here is the picture: Harry Potty style with glasses + awful dyed white blond to the extend that the red is obvious + hospital sickness pale white skin with red dotts all over his face + "Your Highness" gay princess style facial expression & at last the snobbish high pitch tone of saying E...

People...have you all come across a time that where people gossip/bitching about you loudly? Story: It was a Thursday night, and I was walking to my car after a lecture. Two whores were walking behind me and talking about all kinds of bullshit and nonsense. All of a sudden, whether is a fate or coincident....I don't know... But I dropped my pen, so I stopped and picked it up. Those two girls did not stop talking and I heard "Hey XXX, that guy just dropped the pen has been in the uni since this morning... What is he doing here loser!" Bam! Yes I've been in the uni all day from 8.30-8pm because of WORK and CLASSES. It's not like I enjoyed being stuck in uni...Anyway, I just don't understand why people gossip loudly, especially the subject is right in front of them. Nonetheless, I've IDed the girls and to be honest.... The real fun has just begun. I promise soon or later, my revenge will strike when you bitches are least expected. M.... I wonder what ...

WELCOME TO MY BLOG... Hi bitches.... Thanks for taking your not so important time to visit my awesome blog. This blog from now on will rock your boring day with joy and enrich your ever stupid life. Sorry if you are doing better than stupid...but hey I just don't see that coming! See ya all suckers in here soon! Chris