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Tick tock - time flies.  I can hear the footsteps getting closer.  A four legs animal I believe.... as each step echoes with the bell.  Love is magical and yet so deadly..

Do you believe in premonitions? Have you ever think of something going to happen and it did?!  My life has been surrounded by premonitions and honestly I don’t know why. I don’t get to see the whole picture usually but it gives me a glimpse of what’s going to happen. Weird right?! I have a strong feeling today once again, and I am feeling extremely uneasy. I won’t go into details on here but all I have to say it’s something that doesn’t have a good ending.  Hopefully one day I can look back and laugh about this one - but in the meantime, I just have to be prepared and hope that I have the ability to see this through.  To be cont’........

Recently I've heard many stories of relationship breaking down. It is because of COVID19 or did it only speed up the process of the inevitable? And on top of that, apparently friends can break your heart too. This song pretty sums it up pretty well... Perhaps we should never expect a happy ending with a love story that involves 3 people. What could make it worse than that? What if all 3 of them are suffering? How would the story end in this case? If I was going to write this story - it would be something like this, just like how the song was written: "Don't want to, but I can't put nobody else above you." "Fucked around and got attached to you, friends can break your heart too." "I don't mean no harm, I just miss you on my arm." "Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance." "....that it's good to have feelings..." "How is it you never notice that you are slowly killing me?...

Two videos today....and I'm sure six feet means different thing to different person.  For most of the people, it's a measure for social distancing, about 1.8m by US' standard. Is this distance long enough to breakdown? or simply breaking a lot of more things.  For me, it would be a measure of burying deep. So many things in my life have since died (metaphorically speaking)...and I couldn't help myself but wonder if something broken can be resurrected. Even if it could be done, would the result be any different? One thing is certain for me - it is long enough to break the already broken me...

Sharing a quick thought today....... A great song with deep meaning.  Life is a funny thing - with so many choices in one's life. Each decision we make could lead us to a different outcome.  If the imagined world was true, who would you be spending the last day on earth with? Who would be that lucky person who came to your mind in that split second? Or perhaps have you found that person yet? We weren't meant for each other and it's fine....If the world was ending, you would come over, right?! It's a paradox in its own and points out how we make decision without being true to our heart. Will your action be guided by pure logic or does compassion play a part to it?

Lately I've been hearing a lot of things because of pandemic.  And the following sentence kept repeating in my head and somehow I couldn't get rid of it...... " Things will get better and best days are ahead of me.. ." I guess one question remains - How far away am I, from the point in life where this sentence stops being true?  Surely at some point we will reach the peak of our lives and face a downward slope from that point? But please don't get me wrong - this is certainly not a negative perspective, pretty neutral in fact. For those lucky ones, the downward slope would be so short and is barely noticeable.  To address this question, I have created so many "What If" scenarios inside my head.  What If? A hunch?  - Fall of America, marking the end of an era of the greatest country.  - A collapse of China's financial market, then a drastic change of the political environment, which lead to the fall of China. Democracy in China - now that's anothe...